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 I just woke up from another bad dream . I have had them all my life. I have never felt safe,protected or valued . I'm sure you know what i mean. My natural parents I'm told died when I was 4. I wen't with there doctor first but he got drafted and went to Vietnam and his wife did not want me due to the fact that my age would have put me out of wedlock. Any way so that is how the Cogswell's (my adopted family) got a hold of me. On the surface every thing looked good and normal. But for me it was the beginning of a life of torment .